I’ve never remembered a scent so vividly.
Flashback to the day I went to that spot in the woods where we used to go and hung his belt over a tree and put my neck through the loop. I remember almost exactly what I was wearing, what the weather felt like, and I can practically hear the snapping branches as I climbed around the fence. I remember that the night before I had tried to do it, but I was too scared and I’d even written a note. I was always too scared. I still am. A big part of me wishes I had just ended everything then.